i lost something dear to me. thanks endless piles of dusty notes.
however, i passed GP! for the first time.
i shall not blog till i find it.

oh. and i passed gp too! for the first time

i lost somthing dear to me. i shall not blog till i find it. Damit.. i hate stacks of papers and dust.

hey i can't believe i'll be saying this but...bring on the mugs! let's hit the books! felt like i've just woken up from a dream. gotta catch up on my studies.
nothing interesting happened lately. i can't remember, my head hurts.. my memory's fading and this is really scary. if this goes on, i'm afraid i'll lose all the happy memories (if there's any) and if anyone were to ask me about my past and i answers with "dunno leh, can't remember".
haha, this sucks. i guess that's why i'm writing a blog?

hey.. i'm in quite a good mood today :) . this time, i'm gonnna write something nice. life recently have been rather exciting or rather full of special events. well, which is enjoyable. the thought of routine practice like of daily life bores me. Life is like an art folio. In it, contains pieces of painting. some like their painting black and white while thers may find it too monotone. i don't mind having a black and white painting in my folio once in a while. sometimes being plain can be quite beautiful in contrast to the complicity of colours. to think of it, simplicity can be rather colourful.

sorry blog. haven been posting on you lately. is it me? or are my pants are getting shorter. i would gladly prefer the latter. growing taller seem desirable for some but... hey! i'm gonna look like a stick if i were to grow any taller. OMG. but what can i do? carry a heavier bag to shorten myself? silly me.. and to talk about load, i have lots of load resting on my shoulders. work load that is.. haha.. get off my shoulders you free loaders! well i guess its time for me to hit those books. seeya again blog..

Sometimes I really wished I could teleport back home immediately after school or at least have a direct bus back home. man.. I wonder how I survived all that tiring and troublesome journeys since the day i got admmited to Pioneer. after a long, sweaty,mentally exhausted and sometimes angry day of school, all i want is to hop into my bed and take a ride on dreamland express. perhaps thats the reason why i've been so stony these days. Anyway, what i'm trying to say is that i'm quite piss that i had to wait for 40+ mins for the bus. Besides that, i was in a rather lousy mood this evening which makes the situation worse. I was quite glad that i did'nt turn vulgar.

buses these days.....

wow! Recently, I've discovered I'm not actually very cut out for this cm post. Home.. Maybe its because I've never been a leader. I guess this cm post is just like another leadership training camp for me. But however, despite all that challenges trying to defeat me, I shall stay strong as solid as a rock... Or maybe not. Besides, this cm responsibility aint easy. I have to work on my EQ more than my IQ. Believe it or not, I've muiltated into a carpper who can't even understand the words coming out of his mouth. Fantastic isn't it? lol. Despite my hardcore slacking behavior in school, I've been rated as a mugger in my class. Sometimes I really wonder if friends really should be able to understand each other.

today was easy. A little bit too easy if you asked me. I've been so slack recently that sometimes when I see my reflection in the mirror, I go like:" is this me?" haha.. Perhaps my true personality has been buried under all that piles of responsibility on my shoulder. :)

great power comes with great responsibilities