my 3 dimensioned corner

2009-12-26T15:46:00.001+08:00

my CAP is 3.3 and going strong.

2009-12-23T01:48:00.003+08:00

to me, there's no special day because everyday is equally as special when i'm with you

2009-11-15T01:25:00.001+08:00

So i turned my ipod to shuffle mode, waiting for my favourite song..

2009-11-15T01:08:00.001+08:00

needs to learn how to be alone.

2009-11-12T01:34:00.001+08:00

i like 243am. its so quiet, i can hear myself think.

2009-10-29T19:04:00.002+08:00

A wish a day keeps our hopes alive.

2009-05-04T12:15:00.002+08:00

time is to carbohydrates
can be converted into enerygy
but becomes fat when left alone

2009-02-15T01:21:00.001+08:00

Those red frozen petals

He remember the day he picked those seeds
Those seeds which are soon to breed
Then its time for him to reap
A reason for this florist to weep

He couldn't do it on Valentine’s Day
How can he give his love away?
Yet it is you who gave him away
Hour by hours, day by day,

Those lush green leaves have long gone
So have those withered stems and thorns

He’ll stop time with a frozen seal
And reminisce in wounds that will never heal

So I give you a frozen rose, this broken rose has ceased to be

14th February 2009

2009-01-10T17:06:00.001+08:00

"the worst thing about sleeping is probably waking up"

lobo hobo 1988-

2008-01-26T00:16:00.000+08:00

"hey, howcome your face is always like expressionless?"

me: "i don't know. what kind of expression should i show?"

2007-10-14T17:28:00.000+08:00

Rollercoaster

Sometimes, it can be tiring...

Sometimes we get stucked...

Sometimes, we feel lost...

Sometimes we fall...

But one thing's for sure...

The rougher the road,
the more enjoyable the ride gets.
Wheeee
eeeeEEE
EEEEEEEEE......!!!!

2007-10-07T14:00:00.000+08:00

Time flies when you are having fun.

But then again, all good things must come to an end.

www.emoing@sunday.com

2007-09-30T16:41:00.000+08:00

Question of the week: "Do what you like or like what u do?"

2007-09-09T17:10:00.000+08:00

Imagine if the world that we perceive is just a false image which is processed through our eyes.

Where green is actually red and everything we see is as upright is actually inverted. Interesting isn't it? But who actually knows the truth?

Can't be us.

Then again, does it really matter?

Sometimes is not what we see that is important, its what we don't.

secret message

2007-07-29T10:56:00.000+08:00

I am a freefaller.

I'm not afraid to jump off from where i am now,

I seek thrill, excitement and meaning through motion. Be it layers of clouds or salty blue seas.

Sometimes it makes us wonder why do we jump off from our platform, where we are safe and secured.

Yet choosed to let go. let loose. go free and fall. Who knows what's beneath, what's the deal.

good or bad deal,

i can't lose.

Because i've lost it all at the moment i leap off.

Time to fall

2007-07-08T13:55:00.000+08:00

This is a treasure chest. As impenetrable as it seems.

I can't tell you what's inside, neither can i show you.

Because its a secret.

I'm going to dump them into the ocean. So deep... so deep that even i myself can't recover.

So let it sink through the trenches and into the abyss.

As much as i want to share what's inside, but i can't.

Because its a secret.

They didn't really exist. I can't recall and i don't remember.

Its time to let go.

2007-06-17T12:25:00.001+08:00

question of the day: " what if sunrise never comes?"

2007-06-02T17:24:00.000+08:00

hope /hoʊp/ noun, verb, hoped, hop·ing.

–verb (used with object)
to look forward to with desire and reasonable confidence.
to believe, desire, or trust.

finally....
what we can do is to hope.

2007-05-01T17:12:00.000+08:00

Time...

Can I say that its a kind of feeling. We age through the effects of time, disintegrate and grow. Time is invisible, neither can we smell nor hear it.

Its a concept, its an attitude.

With a tick and a tock time is measured but what does it means to us?

Just a precise mathematical calculation?

What about how the length of every tick and tock of our clocks are calibrated in the abyss of our hearts, how it changes from infinity to the absolute zero?

Live every second with the length of a lifetime and

live every lifetime with the length of a second.

Can you teach me how?

2007-04-22T11:47:00.000+08:00

Night skies
NDU has the best skies
The moon, the same cresent above the tides
Looking up high upon it, i wonder
Does it look the same back home?

2007-04-03T15:21:00.000+08:00

Stars...

Sparkling up high in the gloomy night,

Like galaxies and city lights.

Filling up the void space we call universe,

Giving directions to the lost and clueless;

Constellations and revelation,

Prophecies and divination.

They never seem to move nor ever change,

But it is us who strives for change.

They allow us feel little once again.

We can cry and we can rave,

we can whisper our secrets.

They'll never tell.

Watching over us like eyes of a guardian,

Stars know it all.... :D

2007-03-20T17:30:00.000+08:00

A left hander drew this.

2007-03-10T14:23:00.000+08:00

When history goes full circle..

What is history?

Are they monotonous black and white pictures?

Or are they just retro and retired technologies that we used to embrace?

Are they the days we call today

which will be the yesterday of tomorrow?

I'll See you yesterday..

2007-03-08T00:32:00.000+08:00

And this is what i did for the entire day,

Cool! I am immune to boredom!!!

2007-03-01T16:06:00.000+08:00

Question of the day: " what makes you feel alive? "

2007-02-23T22:01:00.000+08:00

In this world, people wear masks. Its a masquerade.

Some of these masks are worn for camouflage,

to blend in with the rest.

Some of these masks are worn for identification,

to identify yourself

Some of these masks are worn for occasions,

to match different environments

These masks are worn to hide so as to survive.

Despite the fact that we may be eventually be swallowed by our collection of mask.

Yet, we will be so vulnerable without it.

By then, will we even dare to take off all our mask to reveal our true self?

And to realise that it is the most beautiful thing to us.

How great it would be to be yourself and breathe.

So how many masks do you wear?

2007-02-11T22:19:00.000+08:00

"Sometimes, it is things that u do not know

rather than things that u already know that are important."

jelieman. (1988- )

2007-02-09T00:27:00.000+08:00

Have u ever look straight up at the sky? It feels so peaceful. Especially on a clear blue sky. I can just trust myself to relax completely and surrender all the time i have to its beauty. Clouds of all possible shapes and sizes, floating in sync with the flow of nature's breath.

It makes your legs feel weak. And slowly, it get sunny that your eyes could just peek and eventually closes. Ah.. Isn't it wonderful, life...

I'm glad i had good friends that gone all the way with me till now. You are 40% responsible for what i am today. Of course not the fowl language, not the excess gaming nor the boozing.. haha.. U get what i mean. Do you?

So i just want to say a big thank you to all of you. for making life as colourful as it can be. Like HD (high defination) man.

Like what people normally do when they thank their friends, i'm going to mention some names. But if u don't fall under the list, don't get too sad. You'll get your turn on this blog, someday..

And here goes: chun seng, kah heng, wei long, ting ting, woon chang and more..

people like ezekiel, milton, huidong, tuan quan, weizhong.

The End( my by far most personal blog entry)

2007-01-25T23:13:00.000+08:00

These days have been great! No school, no homework, no exams, no more assembly and no more waking up at 6 for school! This is like paradise for me.

Maybe too much paradise...

I know this may sound crazy but I'm actually missing the good ol' days. The exams, the homework, the awful canteen food(no offence). Seems like I have already been adapted

fully into that kind of life.

Now that you suck the water out of the pond, what's the tadpole going to do?

Its time to move on, I can't continue living off my life in the past. Got to stop hovering in the sky with clouds between my knees, hitching on free rides on monsoon winds. Time to get down on solid ground and be rooted.

Evolve tadpole, or you will die.

2007-01-07T14:44:00.000+08:00

Dreams

(with relevance to my previous post)

Hello people, i'm back!

This morning i stumbled upon an article on the straits times. it was about an airforce pilot who toped his training in Canada. Wow.. It was amazing. Being a pilot happend to be his childhood dream. And it so happened that i had the same dream too. That's an example of a childhood dream came true.

I dreamt of myself as a pilot too. Flying through layers of clouds, gazing upon my hometown thousands of feet above the ground. What glamour.. What honor it will be to be able to defy gravity and rise above the endless skies.

However, should i really go ahead and realise my dream? That question popped into my head out of nowhere. What if that dream of mine was only a fantasy. Am i willing to place my survival of my dream at stake in order to fufil it?

There are moments in my life which i come to this dilema. Indecisive me, i still haven't got enough courage yet to pursue my dreams and face whatever consequence which may follow. i still can't trust my direction of life to my instinct. what i really want. i don't know

Could this be a case where one have to many choices that he can't make a firm decision? This could be what they mean when they say: "when you are on the verge of death, and nothing else matters can you truely build up a resolve so firm that it overcomes all other desires."

2006-12-28T00:13:00.000+08:00

Question of the day:

Is it okay to dream even if they'll never realise?

2006-12-24T23:59:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas world!

2006-12-22T00:09:00.000+08:00

TIME

You know that line about time being priceless,

Its true.

I have lots of time,

But

I can't sell them for money.

2006-12-14T18:40:00.000+08:00

Harmonica, the voice of my choice

soft yet bold

subtle yet alluring

cold yet warm

such a small instrument yet with a large capacity

its classic acoustic tone flushes into our empty souls

comes alive with every breath

with emotions it sings with its timeless vocal cords

like a journey back in time,

what a time machine indeed

within that 14 inch, it is free to roam

a voice haunted by a blue phantom ..

2006-12-11T21:41:00.000+08:00

sunday blues?

2006-11-15T23:27:00.000+08:00

And so we ran Blindly

towards the Edge

If the earth is flat, what's on the other side?

2006-11-08T21:21:00.000+08:00

you can say that again.....

2006-10-14T01:34:00.000+08:00

question of the day: why did the chicken cross the road?

by ezekiel: to get to the other side.

by long cheng: it is driven by its desire.

by wei zhong: it didn't wanna live anymore.

2006-09-27T23:25:00.002+08:00

question of the day: how easy is it to forget what you remember?

2006-09-27T22:06:00.000+08:00

FEAR

Paralysing,
Petrifying

A shroud of shadow lies beyond
Fortifying freedom up till dawn
Blinding valour, breeding cowardice

The uncertainty haunts you,
The same way curiosity does,
Like a sadistic game of pain.

Its is a funny emotion to be in
For what is fear is fear itself.

2006-09-19T19:13:00.000+08:00

day 9
round 10
location: Pioneer junior college hall
time: 0800 hrs

long cheng vs Physics Paper 3

match point

2006-09-06T22:00:00.002+08:00

Crocodile hunting. A passion to die for

2006-08-16T21:45:00.000+08:00

wow! somebody like my blog..

2006-07-25T21:43:00.000+08:00

"patience has its limits. Take it too far, and it's cowardice."

George Jackson (1941 - 1971)

2006-07-19T21:23:00.000+08:00

Here comes the time of our life. Time to do IT!

Admit it.

Come on, don't be shy.

Its really ok to let everyone know.

Everyone's doing it anyway.

So say it LOUDLY! And PROUDLY!

I'm a MUGGER and i'm PROUD!!!

"what is today's fruit is nothing but yesterday's perseverance

and

what is tomorrow's victory is nothing but today's sweat"

2006-07-16T22:36:00.000+08:00

Alright, I guess I've gone missing for quite a long time.
Time for the writer to get back to his paper. Like all great writers, this blog shall be written in black ink. Of course not literally,( no you can't just write on your monitor and wait allow them to sort of dissolve in it. No way! Not yet)

True Nature

Have you ever notice how blue the skies are? Or how green are those patches of grass? Nature's so amazing. Just leave it to nature and everything will go just fine. It seems like its some auto mode set by god or something. Everything just fits so nicely into each other, like gears in a gearbox. Life and death are all part of nature.

But if nature's the gearbox, then what's it driving then. I guess that's the question everyone seeks, the purpose of life. On days which I somehow got the urge to have a long ride home via the bus 176, I never fail to notice that banner outside a church, " why on earth am I here" followed by "40 (or is it 30)days of purpose."

From my point of view, we have deviated far from the natural ways of life. Why are we humans bestowed with the special gift to develop into a highly organized spices. Through evolution, we have advance greatly. Not only in intelligence, but also up the food chain. We built, destroy and create. Is this change still part of nature?

Will we still be part of nature? Or are we just beings living in this planet and the planet's just being our playing field where we are all tested upon through trials so as to advance to a greater level in our afterlife? I guess that's what life is all about.

Education section:

The blue sky is a result of a physical phenomenon called Rayleigh scattering that causes light to scatter when it passes through particles that have a diameter one-tenth that of the wavelength (color) of the light. Sunlight is made up of all different colors of light, but because of the elements in the atmosphere the color blue is scattered much more efficiently than the other colors.

The green colour of the grass is actually caused by the green pigment call chlorophyll which takes part in a very important role in producing food for the plant in order to stay alive in a process called photosynthesis.

2006-07-05T23:01:00.000+08:00

What is loneliness?

Loneliness is emptiness

Why are you so hollow?
Why am i so hollow?

What can you do?
What can i say?

Do nothing say nothing

For nothingness is emptiness
And emptiness is loneliness

A dedication to milton and all loners out there

2006-06-22T22:19:00.000+08:00

My question of the day: How green is the grass on the other side?

by Ezekiel: "its only as green as you think it is"

2006-06-06T11:37:00.000+08:00

Here it comes, my last june holidays. I'm gonna miss you when you're gone.

2006-05-22T18:47:00.000+08:00

Get up. Gear up. Get even.

2006-05-10T22:09:00.000+08:00

A plain piece of paper is the best piece of art if you ask me.

if there's anything better than that, it has to be utter emptiness.

(can you guage how my inner world is like by reading this?)

2006-05-04T21:33:00.000+08:00

Man..

These few weeks are some stressfull days
i feel restricted, how i wish i could break free into the
wild again. But then again, ain't i already free? People say that
i think too much. I say, they think i think too much. Maybe i am, but
then again maybe i'm not. What can i say? Humans are complex animals. Their
brain, a breakthrough from instincts to thinking abilities. Question ourselves,
our actions.

Bowling for me has become a tool in the cometition for
pride and confidence, not longer a sport for which i bowl to have fun. I am
a gladiator. No longer a swift swordsman that i yearn to be.

May time slows down for us to appreciate the beauty of the
world. A short lived momentary paradise.

"I'm no hot-dog eating champion. Just a hot-dog connoisseur."

2005-10-24T22:21:00.000+08:00

i lost something dear to me. thanks endless piles of dusty notes.
however, i passed GP! for the first time.
i shall not blog till i find it.

2005-10-24T22:18:00.000+08:00

oh. and i passed gp too! for the first time

2005-10-24T21:58:00.000+08:00

i lost somthing dear to me. i shall not blog till i find it. Damit.. i hate stacks of papers and dust.

2005-08-29T21:51:00.000+08:00

hey i can't believe i'll be saying this but...bring on the mugs! let's hit the books! felt like i've just woken up from a dream. gotta catch up on my studies.
nothing interesting happened lately. i can't remember, my head hurts.. my memory's fading and this is really scary. if this goes on, i'm afraid i'll lose all the happy memories (if there's any) and if anyone were to ask me about my past and i answers with "dunno leh, can't remember".
haha, this sucks. i guess that's why i'm writing a blog?

2005-08-19T22:42:00.000+08:00

hey.. i'm in quite a good mood today :) . this time, i'm gonnna write something nice. life recently have been rather exciting or rather full of special events. well, which is enjoyable. the thought of routine practice like of daily life bores me. Life is like an art folio. In it, contains pieces of painting. some like their painting black and white while thers may find it too monotone. i don't mind having a black and white painting in my folio once in a while. sometimes being plain can be quite beautiful in contrast to the complicity of colours. to think of it, simplicity can be rather colourful.

2005-08-14T22:53:00.000+08:00

sorry blog. haven been posting on you lately. is it me? or are my pants are getting shorter. i would gladly prefer the latter. growing taller seem desirable for some but... hey! i'm gonna look like a stick if i were to grow any taller. OMG. but what can i do? carry a heavier bag to shorten myself? silly me.. and to talk about load, i have lots of load resting on my shoulders. work load that is.. haha.. get off my shoulders you free loaders! well i guess its time for me to hit those books. seeya again blog..

2005-08-02T21:15:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I really wished I could teleport back home immediately after school or at least have a direct bus back home. man.. I wonder how I survived all that tiring and troublesome journeys since the day i got admmited to Pioneer. after a long, sweaty,mentally exhausted and sometimes angry day of school, all i want is to hop into my bed and take a ride on dreamland express. perhaps thats the reason why i've been so stony these days. Anyway, what i'm trying to say is that i'm quite piss that i had to wait for 40+ mins for the bus. Besides that, i was in a rather lousy mood this evening which makes the situation worse. I was quite glad that i did'nt turn vulgar.

buses these days.....

2005-07-31T21:14:00.000+08:00

wow! Recently, I've discovered I'm not actually very cut out for this cm post. Home.. Maybe its because I've never been a leader. I guess this cm post is just like another leadership training camp for me. But however, despite all that challenges trying to defeat me, I shall stay strong as solid as a rock... Or maybe not. Besides, this cm responsibility aint easy. I have to work on my EQ more than my IQ. Believe it or not, I've muiltated into a carpper who can't even understand the words coming out of his mouth. Fantastic isn't it? lol. Despite my hardcore slacking behavior in school, I've been rated as a mugger in my class. Sometimes I really wonder if friends really should be able to understand each other.

today was easy. A little bit too easy if you asked me. I've been so slack recently that sometimes when I see my reflection in the mirror, I go like:" is this me?" haha.. Perhaps my true personality has been buried under all that piles of responsibility on my shoulder. :)

great power comes with great responsibilities